God is definitely doing something all over. There is change happening and its scary, but it is also exciting because change is good and change takes you to a new level in your relationship with God. I can honestly say that I am more excited then I have ever been - I'm terrified, yes, but I know God has a plan for me.. better then I could ever imagine and I have to trust Him.
Here was my plan : going to FL to attend an internship here and then come back home.
God's plan was different: attending an internship here, but not the way I thought- I am working under an incredible Pastor who is also my cousin :) and I get to learn from one of the best I believe. I have already been pushed out of my comfort zone and I am being stretched pretty dang far, but its preparing me for that next level - for ministry God has for me.
I wouldn't have in any other way. I have three goals as of right now :).
Expanding my horizons; learning how to do new things.
Going on a new level in every aspect: spiritually, mentally, emotionally/
Becoming Independent; learning to be on my own.
I'm sure I could list a whole lot more, but those are the top three right now. I am excited to see what the future holds. I have to make a whole lot of decisions, but I know that He has me in His hands & I can trust that He knows what He is doing.
It's easy to doubt God, when you can't see the outcome... but I know what the ending looks like, I just have to go through the preps to get there, but I know it will be completely worth it.
I'm here "FOR SUCH A TIME AS THIS". Read the book of Esther :).
BTW: This guy makes me smile a lot... I am addicted to his music.
Good night all :).
